ever since i was little i always had a notebook to write in. a journal of some sort. when i became more attached to the computer i would write on there and then live journal came and i moved it to there. and althought i dont write ever day i have had a journal since as far back as i could remember. if i lost one id make another or id find a random sheet to write on. i dont think i get my thoughts out to often. i dont let anyone know whats really going through my head or how much something effects me or or how funny i really did think something was. when i was younger in my early years of high school i didnt tell anyon anything..same thing for my senior year. i didnt talk to any one about anything good or bad. i dont know why. i relyed on writing as a release for me, but i still havnt figured out why it is on because as much as im getting everything out .. i still dont have feedback. i dont let anyone see most of what i write about even if its nothing. idk i find writing a weird release but i'll still continue to do it.