i do not understand. why do people have to put such horrible thoughts into my head. i know what im in store for, ive thought about how everythings going to change, ive thought about it all. and every person i talk to has the same negative thought as the next person. no one thinks it will be able to make it and that thought kills me. its bad enough they dont think it'll, but cant anoyone have a little hope for or with me. two people do but thats about it. it makes me think i should give up hope. but i cant because im aattached but still idk w/e. im just ging to stop talking to people about it because they are all bringing me down