each day i lose a little bit more faith in such a thing as every lasting love. i dont know, every day i hear something messed up and i cant even believe. about people i know and dont know. from cheating to lieing to being a completely different person. i hate it i truly do. not only do people cheat, they are not ashamed , they dont even care. i cant stand it. it makes me think its must be so hard to stay ina relationship. i used to be the most optimistic person you met. i cant say i am anymore. i wish i was though.