i hate how hard trusting someone can be. when your young, trust comes so natrually, you dont worry about someone lieing to you, somones cheating on you, somone stabbing you in the back. these dont exist. until your hurt, and then you just cant trust anyone, even the ones who deserve it to come natraully. i can truly say the only people i trust without haveing any type of doubt is my family. my mom my dad and my brothers. thats it. everyone else i second guess and i will alwas second guess. because since i was a naive kid who lived in her world. i trusted everyone. and everyone walked all over me. it's just hard to trust. how can you tell whether or not somoene is lieing to you. how can you call them on it. i see left and right people being lied to or people lieing. how can people do that. i just dont know. it's hard having a boyfriend, in a different state for spring break vacation with a bunch of his bro's and having these issues with trust. and my boyfriend is one of those people who deserves the trust to come naturally, because i know he would never hurt me and he would never do anything to screw this up. but theres always this like voice in the back of my head syaing he could be lieing, why are you trusting you so much, every other girl would be flipping out why arent you so i dont know. dsahfaslkjhdfkaj