so if i believed in higher powers, like people who control what happens, (which i dont) but if i did, i would just like to say HEY FUCK YOU! along with a string of other things that has a colorful variety of words. i dont know why but i feel as if i have been picked out among everyone to have shitty things happen to me. well i really dont appreciate it kay? the whole get screwed over at work on valentines day okay. so what i called out the next day did i really deserve the whole hey, lets fracture her wrist so she cant work, or dog groom, or have any fun at all. did you have to make his acceptance happen during thistime when im already upset when you could have wiated maybe like 3 weeks, did you ahve to spill grape juice all over my pants, did you have to have the biggest snowfall in the past three years the one time i have a cast on so i cant sled or play in the snow. you let my boss give me a hard time, i no onger have someone to hang out with on spring break, and to top everything off, you had someone rear end me today make me late for class and when i got there, of course she didnt accept it. so fuck this month fuck any higher power. i feel the minutei find myself standing again you push me right back down but i hope you realize im always gonna get back up so hopefully you'll get the point to leave me aloneee